Feeling the pain.

‘But I tell you, do not resist an evil person. If someone strikes you on the right cheek, turn to him the other also. And if someone wants to sue you and take your tunic, let him have your cloak as well. If someone forces you to go one mile, go with him two miles. Give to the one who asks you, and do not turn away from the one who wants to borrow from you.’ – Matthew 5:39-42

If torturing me like this makes your days less painful to go through, I’m willing to endure all the pain that I need to make you feel better.

I believe that pain is nothing when you truly care about someone.

I’d never bring myself to hurt you.

To those who read my previous post, ignore it. (anyway I have deleted it)

Today I suddenly went to revisit my WhatsApp status.

‘I have found the paradox, that if you love until it hurts, there can be no more hurt, only more love.’ – Mother Teresa

Just because of this quote, I’m reconsidering my decision.

To be honest, I really don’t know what is best for you.

And so what if I get to safeguard my own interests?

I don’t think I’ll feel much happier anyway.

Although it hurts so much now.

But at least you are happy.

Lovesick.

And I’m lovesick again. For the millionth time. The cycle never ever ends.

It really feels so horrible. I literally feel like my heart is being squeezed so hard it’s bleeding.

I thought that the emotions would have died down a bit. I wish.

How do I seriously go out to meet people in this state?

Time to fake it again.

Complete by Hillsong

My favourite Christian song since Sec 3 <3

Here I am, Oh God

I bring this sacrifice

My open heart

I offer up my life

I look to You, Lord

Your love that never ends

Restores me again

So I lift my eyes to You Lord

In Your strength will I break through Lord

Touch me now, let Your love fall down on me

I know Your love dispels all my fears

Through the storm I will hold on Lord

And by faith I will walk on Lord

Then I’ll see

Beyond my calvary one day

And I will be complete in You

I still love you.

Hey fossil,

I just realized that it’s been four years since you’ve captured my heart.

And no matter how hard I tried, I could never escape.

You don’t know how much I think of you.

How are you doing?

深信不疑 – 蔡健雅

寂寞习惯   变成自然

我走在大街上   整夜车灯辉煌

只剩思念   忽明忽暗

不再那么喧嚷   却不代表已释放

我还是深信不疑地回想

爱情不是偶然   经过了多少酝酿

让我们爱得那么狂   一半甜蜜一半感伤   叹相见恨晚

我还是深信不疑地联想

分手不是必然   因为自尊   受了伤

所以才会那么惆怅   久久不能忘

(对我)多少话   (对我)多少的梦想   (对我)现在还没有讲

(对你)对少夜   (对你)还有多少年   (对你)我才能够释放

Happy Valentine’s Day, my dear. <3

Yu Wei

Honest communication

Recently, so many of my friends are facing relationship problems.

Why? Because of communication gaps.

I can’t stress how important communication is to maintaining and strengthening relationships. And not just communication, but honest communication. So many misunderstandings occur because people hide things from each other. This usually results in the straining of relationships, causing unnecessary pain to each party. Personally, I’ve experienced how bad the consequences of communication gaps can be. And I’m tired of having to suffer from these problems. Hence, I’m trying to be as honest as possible to the people around me.

I strongly urge everyone reading this post to always be honest in communicating with your loved ones. I also truly appreciate and thank everyone who has been honest with me. Sometimes, this honesty hurts but what is pain as compared to losing a loved one? Time does not wait for people. Don’t wait until the chance is gone.

Surrounded by Dream Theater

Morning comes too early and nighttime falls too late

Sometimes all I want to do is wait

The shadow I’ve been hiding in has fled from me today

I know it’s easier to walk away than look it in the eye

I will raise a shelter to the sky

And here beneath this star tonight I’ll lie

She will slowly yield the light as I awaken from the longest night

Dreams are shaking

Set sirens waking up tired eyes

With the light the memories all rush into his head

By a candle stands a mirror

Of his heart and soul she dances

She was dancing through the night above his bed

And walking to the window

He throws the shutters out against the wall

And from an ivory tower hears her call

“Let light surround you”

It’s been a long, long time

He’s had a while to think it over

In the end he only sees the change

Light to dark

Dark to light

Light to dark

Dark to light

Heaven must be more than this

When angels waken with a kiss

Sacred hearts won’t take the pain

But mine will never be the same

He stands before the window

His shadow slowly fading from the wall

And from an ivory tower hears her call

“Let the light surround you”

Once lost but I was found

When I heard the stained glass shatter all around me

I sent the spirits tumbling down the hill

But I will hold this one on high above me still

She whispers words to clear my mind

I once could see but now at last I’m blind

I know it’s easier to walk away than look it in the eye

But I had given all that I could take

And now I’ve only habits left to break

Tonight I’ll still be lying here surrounded

In all the light