end of the year is approaching… soon it will be 6 years since i first fell for u. during these 6 years i’ve tried to date other ppl but no one has ever succeeded in replacing ur place in my heart, even with all the romance.
i guess deep down in my heart i will always have the hope that we’ll one day be together. i really miss those days – every day i felt like i was living a dream. the thing is, i feel emotions very strongly and i get really affected by things that happen between us.
hence, i’m afraid of u. i have deleted all ur messages and thrown away all the stuff u gave me. but i find myself constantly getting reminded of u over every little thing and sometimes i’m ok with it but a lot of times it just cripples me. like now.
but i still thank God for giving me the emotional capacity to love u so tenderly. because of u, i can no longer imagine being together with someone, because the someone would never be u.
but miracles do exist, don’t they?